hey ho~ cant sleep today..its 2 am in the morning and my eyes are wide open..from the last post till today..my mind and heart is in turmoil..i smile as wide as possible at many times..i faked everyone that is near to me..but i cannot fake my true feelings..all i wanna say can't be said..can't be expressed..if i did all this...well easy said i will lose a dear friend.. as always..live life as it is try to do whats right and try not to do whats wrong..i said to many that i will be there for them in their time of needs..but all in all...when i need them most..i can count the friends that i have with one hand..the rest..cant say much..thats why i quote one of the phrases which i forgot where i get it from..but it goes like this,"care for your friends more, but care more for yourself as no one will give their all to you unless you have a wife and children" but at the part of children i can no longer belief it..i can do it to my parents but i dun belief that nowadays children are like this to their parents..as they think they are better much more cleverer or what nonsense or they dont understand...but its wrong..our parents have lived through what we are going through..so dont say they dont understand yeah...all they are doing is for the best of u not for them..so be happy when they are near and be happy when they are far...as they are still there to guide u through life as we know it..so smile..be happy for everything that u do and didnt do...hahaha surely there is no like from my start

hi.. i think this will be the last time i will write on this blog for this year... im gonna say everything uh rite..haiz.. i love you.. no matter how far i try to be from you.. no matter how i ignore you..ur beauty radiates more as i want to forget about you.. the more i try to go far from you the more you become closer for many options that i couldn't have in the past.. it too bad for me that you have fallen for another.. my heart still long for you but i know i can never get it satisfied.. as the other has taken your heart and you have his.. so i can only say that i love you.. nothing more nothing less.. from this heartache another arise.. that would be my beloved dad..i miss you so.. mum misses you so.. just a mention of you she could shed tears of love for you dad.. hope you are at happy of where you are now.. in the hands of Allah s.w.t... how i wish i could see you smile again.. hear your voice.. just be around you.. i was selfish of not expressing my feelings of care and love to you.. i wont regret what i did but i will regret what i didnt do.. thank you dad.. as because of you i am who i became to be now.. i miss you dad.. i hope that your in a good place where everything is peaceful and happy.. and i hope that you are happy dad.. insyaAllah.. so to this i end my post.. to whoever who read this, do cherish your loved ones.. they are there for a reason.. they are taken away for a reason.. so be happy for what happens.. love life as it is.. do not compare and surely u will live your life without a single regret nor sin..

All day everyday i have met with alot of challenges...this month was the worst..the title i typed says it all, live life for yoirself and family.. the reason is everybody else is living their life and having their own problems..no matter hw u help them they wont help u as u thought they would..so better do things urself help ur family urself when have the extra tyme thn u can help the rest of the ppl...thats hw we must live..if not u will be in sorrow

Labels: family then the rest, help urself

Haiz...too much stressors..no one cares..live life alone..to many negativity anger sadness..why?why now?dissappointed with myself..useless piece of crap..haiz..what am i to do with my life..thats it uh..im out..doing what ppl say wont get me anywhere..doing things for ppl sake wont get me anywhere..im gonna be one pain in the ass that everyone is to me..live my life and be free of ppls perceptions..fuck u all tramps and bitches..i had enough!

Labels: freedom at will

yes ah! im gonna MIA more sey like this..the more i MIA the more better grades i get..more time to study..but my social life will be rubbish la kn..haiyo..how uh?nvm uh.. from now till end of this semester's exam i won't approach people even when im bored la..but if people approach me then i will entertain uh..hahaha..but be sure that i would never approach anyone within this time till my last paper..but face to face saying hi bye ok la..chitchat here and there face to face is a must deh!hahahaha...but for sms or callings and all this..hahaha kirim salam aitez..unless its all incoming first..hehehe..kk la..last but not least..1 presentation down..4 or 3 more to go! 1 exam down...5 more to go!!WOOHOO!! settlezx...concentration!

Labels: live life happy n nvr regret..smile

k hello people who read my posts..as if there is any..hahhaha..if there is thx for reading yeah?hehehe

ok last post was about so called weird and off for me..what to do..speaking from the heart rite?hehehe..for tonight yeah..im gonna just gonna say..today's rugby was great..had some laughs and had some tries..happy la simple say yeah..it has been too long since i do what i loved most to do..it feels so refreshing when done yeah..hahaha..k la all in all..whatever happens in life, its has been programmed to happen..just that the decisions made is the one that makes things different yeah?hehehe..so im off for today :D



hambo rolling off~

Labels: happy things comes in many ways.

long time since i blogged yeah? true? not true? hahahaha..haiz..for today is short and simple..here i go...


OMG!!!! i want to love u..i want to be more than friends with you..but haiz..you won't know it..why?cox you have better choices..all i can do is just stand by you and make you happy..as happy as you can be..make life abit more worth for you as can be..if only you'd know that i would run on a bz street just to save you from being sad..haiz..all in all...i would make you smile when your frowning, i will give you my shoulder to cry on..i will use my might to defend you from harm..
so to you my beloved friend..i will always be here for you and will always love you more than you will ever know...

Labels: i love you..i hope you do too...

hamzah abdul rashid im a chubby guy..fun to be around maybe,maybe not..i love to make people happy^^

hey ho~ cant sleep today..its 2 am in the morning and my eyes are wide open..from the last post till today..my mind and heart is in turmoil..i smile as wide as possible at many times..i faked everyone that is near to me..but i cannot fake my true feelings..all i wanna say can't be said..can't be expressed..if i did all this...well easy said i will lose a dear friend.. as always..live life as it is try to do whats right and try not to do whats wrong..i said to many that i will be there for them in their time of needs..but all in all...when i need them most..i can count the friends that i have with one hand..the rest..cant say much..thats why i quote one of the phrases which i forgot where i get it from..but it goes like this,"care for your friends more, but care more for yourself as no one will give their all to you unless you have a wife and children" but at the part of children i can no longer belief it..i can do it to my parents but i dun belief that nowadays children are like this to their parents..as they think they are better much more cleverer or what nonsense or they dont understand...but its wrong..our parents have lived through what we are going through..so dont say they dont understand yeah...all they are doing is for the best of u not for them..so be happy when they are near and be happy when they are far...as they are still there to guide u through life as we know it..so smile..be happy for everything that u do and didnt do...hahaha surely there is no like from my start

hi.. i think this will be the last time i will write on this blog for this year... im gonna say everything uh rite..haiz.. i love you.. no matter how far i try to be from you.. no matter how i ignore you..ur beauty radiates more as i want to forget about you.. the more i try to go far from you the more you become closer for many options that i couldn't have in the past.. it too bad for me that you have fallen for another.. my heart still long for you but i know i can never get it satisfied.. as the other has taken your heart and you have his.. so i can only say that i love you.. nothing more nothing less.. from this heartache another arise.. that would be my beloved dad..i miss you so.. mum misses you so.. just a mention of you she could shed tears of love for you dad.. hope you are at happy of where you are now.. in the hands of Allah s.w.t... how i wish i could see you smile again.. hear your voice.. just be around you.. i was selfish of not expressing my feelings of care and love to you.. i wont regret what i did but i will regret what i didnt do.. thank you dad.. as because of you i am who i became to be now.. i miss you dad.. i hope that your in a good place where everything is peaceful and happy.. and i hope that you are happy dad.. insyaAllah.. so to this i end my post.. to whoever who read this, do cherish your loved ones.. they are there for a reason.. they are taken away for a reason.. so be happy for what happens.. love life as it is.. do not compare and surely u will live your life without a single regret nor sin..

All day everyday i have met with alot of challenges...this month was the worst..the title i typed says it all, live life for yoirself and family.. the reason is everybody else is living their life and having their own problems..no matter hw u help them they wont help u as u thought they would..so better do things urself help ur family urself when have the extra tyme thn u can help the rest of the ppl...thats hw we must live..if not u will be in sorrow

Labels: family then the rest, help urself

Haiz...too much stressors..no one cares..live life alone..to many negativity anger sadness..why?why now?dissappointed with myself..useless piece of crap..haiz..what am i to do with my life..thats it uh..im out..doing what ppl say wont get me anywhere..doing things for ppl sake wont get me anywhere..im gonna be one pain in the ass that everyone is to me..live my life and be free of ppls perceptions..fuck u all tramps and bitches..i had enough!

Labels: freedom at will

yes ah! im gonna MIA more sey like this..the more i MIA the more better grades i get..more time to study..but my social life will be rubbish la kn..haiyo..how uh?nvm uh.. from now till end of this semester's exam i won't approach people even when im bored la..but if people approach me then i will entertain uh..hahaha..but be sure that i would never approach anyone within this time till my last paper..but face to face saying hi bye ok la..chitchat here and there face to face is a must deh!hahahaha...but for sms or callings and all this..hahaha kirim salam aitez..unless its all incoming first..hehehe..kk la..last but not least..1 presentation down..4 or 3 more to go! 1 exam down...5 more to go!!WOOHOO!! settlezx...concentration!

Labels: live life happy n nvr regret..smile

k hello people who read my posts..as if there is any..hahhaha..if there is thx for reading yeah?hehehe

ok last post was about so called weird and off for me..what to do..speaking from the heart rite?hehehe..for tonight yeah..im gonna just gonna say..today's rugby was great..had some laughs and had some tries..happy la simple say yeah..it has been too long since i do what i loved most to do..it feels so refreshing when done yeah..hahaha..k la all in all..whatever happens in life, its has been programmed to happen..just that the decisions made is the one that makes things different yeah?hehehe..so im off for today :D



hambo rolling off~

Labels: happy things comes in many ways.

long time since i blogged yeah? true? not true? hahahaha..haiz..for today is short and simple..here i go...


OMG!!!! i want to love u..i want to be more than friends with you..but haiz..you won't know it..why?cox you have better choices..all i can do is just stand by you and make you happy..as happy as you can be..make life abit more worth for you as can be..if only you'd know that i would run on a bz street just to save you from being sad..haiz..all in all...i would make you smile when your frowning, i will give you my shoulder to cry on..i will use my might to defend you from harm..
so to you my beloved friend..i will always be here for you and will always love you more than you will ever know...

Labels: i love you..i hope you do too...

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