Friday, February 25, 2011
change the fact./ 10:21 AM♥
hoha it is...ups and downs are part of life as they say...but they never say that people can cope with their own ups and their own downs...many quotations i read,some make sense and some just finding ways to make us more pissed off i guess...for example, look at the brighter side of life...it makes sense but it will just pisses off a person who is angry and confused..so this is for a fact that i knw...the quotation that best fit life of many people would be by looking outside the box...as from my own experiences, when u use this quotation, u must never be stressed and be looking at this quotation as u will be freaking pissed...but when ur in control of ur emotions, it will be clear...as i said to my older sister in the past month...once i mean but its length is 1 month ago,"whatever you do never do it on a stressed up level, when feeling angry and feeling sad or heartbroken because as you do that, u will never solve any problems because your bird's eye view on the problem itself is as small as a fullstop." so there you go..the story here is that...when u see a quotation and try to use it to solve your problems...never be at the emotions that i have stated above..u will suffer the emotions double time in fact it might be triple the dose...i have done it and got pissed for no reason as you will think and think and think but will never find an answer to solve the problem..as i said when you're thinking hard and got stressed up or getting more angered by wtf is the answer then at that point u should take a breather due to that your bird's eye view of things in your own mind has closed or zoomed down to a dot in a white piece blank of paper..so thats all i wanna say for today :D...live life, enjoy life, smile in life due to everything good starts with a smile..
written by:
Hamzah Bin Abdul Rashid :D
Labels: live life to the fullest and never regret for the simple things in life as it happens for a better and bigger things in the future.
Monday, February 21, 2011
change the fact./ 12:36 AM♥
hey~ it has been 3 or how many days already since i updated my blog...so here is some of the boring activities that happened..hahaha..actually quite calm and tiring..as always...
so as the title said days with lack of sleep...it has been around 5 days that i lack sleep...what to expect.. its on the exam week..hahaha..can't believe i studied hard actually. in my 19 yrs of life..there is no such time i studied hard..studied yes but never this hard uh..hahaha if this time i am gonna get more Ds im gonna shout out loud and run 2.4 kM only uh XD..cant do much more than that due to anger last for just awhile where as happiness last longer..hahaha...the happier i get the lazier i get to run..but other things is no problem :-) hopefully i passed all...in total there is around 5 days? of not well rested day of rest?hahahaa..said gdbye soon but as the head lands on the pillow bomb! eyes wide open and cant sleep..whats this call yea?insomnia is it? ouh well....in total there is tired, fatigue, sad, happy...all mixed together...but happiness is the main emotion i guess..hahaha...all in all, exams going to finish in like 2 more days..i cant be much happier as after exam there is a rest gap between exam and attachment...im gonna have my total rest for a while..so called hibernation if possible?hahaha...any person who reads this post surely know that i need sleep..hahaha so many dots, hahahs,and nonsense...k la..for real..since the last time i post till now..everything got haywired for a while,then peace then anxiety...after anxiety...is now..fatigue..and blahblah blah..hahahha...but within all this nonsense much of good deeds, and good things had been done..thats the best part actually...happiness is all around me for nowadays..even as tired as i am now..its the best time i ever did have because i can see that everyone is having a great time nowadays..smiling widely...even my dad smiles much more nowadays..hahahaha..but in everything there is always a let down..but that is the thing that doesnot need to be shared here..hahaha..here is for life learning from most of the things done and has been doing...so simple to say but very hard to do...try ur best to do this if possible...love what/ who is around...forgive to whom had made mistakes to u and forget about the sins done by him/her to u and smile..start the conversation with ur old friends who u knw u have not approached for a long time..talk to them..tell them that u are still there for them if there is a need to help..u make people happy...u too will become happy...and most importantly never keep a grudge..its just a waste of time and emotion..the angrier u get the more tired u feel but that person wont feel anything..so grudges should be thrown away if possible yeah?hehehe k thats all for me today..enjoy urdays with a smile and an open heart to forgive and forget..XD
bobo - outz -Labels: never keep a grudge..its just a waste of time and emotion
Monday, February 14, 2011
change the fact./ 5:18 AM♥
so will start with saying good night!!! hahaha..nah just joking..so had a lot of good and bad this past 2 or 3 days? maybe 2 unsure...and alot of the good and bad were mostly chosen to be done..for example, last saturday...it was a well rested day i give u that but the bad thing about it is that on saturday, i slept for 13 hours straight..so from my point of view that is a lot of bad there. slept through dawn, mid-day and woke up at sunset...i say best sleep ever had but an awful thing to do..ahahha..so all in all didnt do much of saturaday..had no mood for anything really..just wanna sit down stare blankly at the sky feel the peace for a little while..so i felt the peace so wonderful that i didnt sleep..till sunrise at around 7.30 on sunday...i was shocked that i didnt sleep the whole night but its a good thing also somewhat uh..coz i slept too much..hahaha..so sunday, got to my religious class...still fresh got through the 3 hour class happy and ready to continue more..but too bad 3 hrs perday so ok uh rite? hahaha...then after the class..me and the family go for breakfast at around 1.30pm...hahaha weird but what to do..so had it..the coffee was rubbish!!! that coffee literally pissed me off, luckily i had peace(somewhat) the past day..hahahah...so the day went on..i got training on sunday around 4 or 5 im not wrong..but too bad..i reached my limit at 3pm..vision was blurry, legs were shakey..had to already..so i when on home..with a half hearted of regret for not going for training and one quarter heart of regret too for missing an opportunity to gain some knowledge on the things i had interest to do...but the rest was happy because there can be a rest time till monday where it is today i guess..hahaha...then today's activity was study time with a few friends...so for sunday had plan to sleep early and wake up early so could have enough time to go for a swim but too bad..woke up around 11 am..wasted...so enough of regrets..woke up then go straight to the bathroom..had shower..eaten some suppliment..then off to study..so came the time of 1.30pm started to study..very nice atmosphere, dunnu why but very pleasant i guess..all in all..had some laughs..but one point i laughed alone..abit weird..but i think she knws y..heheheXD...so time had reached around 6 then we when our separate ways..one to bdk one to u t one to woodlands XD..so..all in all sat,sun and today which is monday was fun, alot of peace around, energy, laughter and happiness..im not sure for tuesday, im hoping for more happiness in my near future and far future..hopefully my exams on this coming thursday, friday, tuesday and wednesday! is easy and i can do it and have a B for it..for tuesday and wednesday is next week's days..hahaha...k la thats all for me today..hopefully happiness is around for u who read my blog yeah? or read this post..hehehe
aitez..goodnight to all..hope happiness is around the corner for u and hopefull u meet ur happiness.
hambo off~
Labels: happiness mostly happens to people..but hardly remembered
Thursday, February 10, 2011
change the fact./ 5:56 AM♥
Yo~ 4 days since i updated this blog..so here i go i guess??hehehe..
wokey..for the past 3 days had been a fun...studied with new friend and friends..thats a new thing..had skipped sch cause woke up late and had gone for a movie with my so called bro and so called sis..funny Chinese show..just couldn't remember whats the title...hm mm...oh well moving on..b4 i had gone for a movie..i was slacking with my bro...there were 6 police or what uh the ones that walks around the MRT station..looked at us..at 10 AM in the morning and came to us just to screen us..what bloody rubbish but too bad..now they know where i lived..ch-eh..hahaha..so after that..the next day..on the 9th of Feb..fuh..really done it..came to school early in the morning and the class was canceled..due to it was canceled i had to stay in sch for like 3 hours to my next lesson..should have just slept at home..hahahah ouh well bummer is a bummer but when looked back it will be a joke..so today was the day that i was literally happy..maybe too much positive thinking i guess...or is it too little?hahaha..ouh well..for today the nonsense starts from yesterday night at around 9.30Pm i guess...was trying to sleep early so that i could wake up early tomorrow so to speak...but i have forgotten..that i cannot sleep unless my brain is tired...there was then my mind gone wild and actually brought me to be very sad and i just don't know why...so i kept on thinking whats the thing that is making me sad all of the sudden..then the word 'love' just popped up in that plain black surface...it turned out to have mind-maps of alot of words all linking towards love...i guess my last post got to me?hehehe..so the saddness was kept..ask a few questions to my friends..they answered it pretty quick...and the weird thing is that..their answers were actually making all the rubbish in my brain settled down..but too bad it was just for a moment..so i closed my eyes at around 3 am in the morning just now and woke up around 6? nah 7? if i'm not wrong..its both?but i went back to sleep..hahaha so woke up like 730am and got late for class...luckily the lecturer was in a good mood and we were in good terms so no make up class..hahaha..from then on i started to feel happier from the sadness i brought from home...then today there is a tutorial class...b4 we entered the class i felt asleep outside of the classroom...the lecturer came..then i got shocked coz u knw..one of my friend did something..ah boo!!..then on go in to the classroom..prepared to listen to the presentation..rest my head on the wall...poom~ im gone for 30 minutes and the whole presentation is finished..that was funny because..i realised that about 8 out of 15 was asleep..including me and my classmate beside me..hahahaha..funny stuff..the weird thing is that the lecturer didnt do anything...so cool!!from then on..today seems like so nice and fun..saw alot people laughing and smiling..that did make my day i guess..so all in all..today was a great day to be had lived through..all in all hopefully the day ends differently as it starts..smiles all around...ouh yeah almost forgot..no matter how worst life gets at ya there will always something good that will rule off all the bad that life have given ya..but to get that something good..u need to accept what is given to u in a positive manner and accept that u dun have such thing in life that others have...then u can find the on happiness in life..that is satisfaction of your own doing..remember that...
bobby jonex outZ..aka hambo rolling off~ also known as..hamzah going to lala land~Labels: happiness is mostly of satisfaction of ownself XD
Sunday, February 6, 2011
change the fact./ 7:47 AM♥
there are two types of falling in life..one is falling of something and the other falling in love~..but the similarities for both points would be both has casualties and both can give u a sense of life..for casualties as is known in the world would be injuries from falling of something..but for falling in love it can be both ways..good and bad..for the bad one is that the feeling of heartache,heartbroken and such is the cause..and it happened to almost all of people of the world..no matter with blood bond or with relationships with others..blood bond is meant by family..blood related yeah? hehehe..so the things is now that..i want to experience the good of falling in love again..as i already had experienced with the other two which is bad on falling in love and falling of something XD...actually to be truthful..i have found that person which is for me the one that has my gauge for a woman that i want to have for the rest of my life with..somewhat has most ticks on my checklist that i had..to make it less complicated this checklist, everyone has it...each people has their own checklist or preferences on their own mate..so thats what i meant by checklist...so to continue on..this lady that i had known was the one that has alot of ticks in my checklist..i cant say much because i am nothing much so to speak having a balance is need right?hahah..so as i was saying..she had me from the first time i saw her..but its abit off and complicated and many of my friends said there are others like her bro..she is taken dont bother..but the thing is that i am one choosy person in terms of this..and she had me straight from the start..so i had to hold on and see what happens...as my father said to me once..if that person the is one for you..and u know 100% its her then don't let her go..but the thing is that im still young and don't really know whats 100% is like..but i think i have an idea what he meant..so thats the reason for me not saying "nevermind there are more fishes in the sea".Thats the weird thing there actually..in normally do this things so to speak run away from the one that i loved and lost..guessing that much and writing this much..there is always a chance for a passionate person who is willing to go far for another..hehehe..so hope is high, mind is straight, everything is unsure..k la leaving it hanging like this..im off to bed and off to more on pondering what is the benefit of falling in love again..hopefully its not like last time..heartache..XD
hambo rolling off~
Labels: everything uneven.., high dreams, high hope
Saturday, February 5, 2011
change the fact./ 4:25 AM♥
hello there, today was such a rush and such a lag plus 50% of pain...today woke up rushed to school to help clean up the CCA room..in process of rushing, accidentally injure my injured right knee again..as if it wasnt painful enough to injure it again..so from coming an hour late..it became 2 hours..ouh well rather be late then never right? hahaha..still such a bummer though to have an injured knee...alot of things that cant be done..first and foremost is just walking and climbing up and down the stairs..haiz..such such bummer..so to all who read this..take care of ur knee!! eh i mean your leg!! coz without it u cant do anything to benefit your health nor your wealth..k thats all for the leg part..for the day itself well, if i wasnt there also it would be best coz..there not much help can be done..coz there is so lil space to work with..so have i not been there would be a great thing i guess..everyone is happy there and after..so best..hehehe..k la im done typing for today as sleepy as i am..nothing is going in my mind..so thats it..enjoy your freedom of walk and be happy of what u are and what u are gonna be...
hambo rolling off~
Thursday, February 3, 2011
change the fact./ 7:14 AM♥
my goal in life was to make anyone around me feel happy, no matter how sad or angry i will try my best to make them happy. but nowadays..my goal seems faraway. the reason why this is faraway because i myself is not that happy as i was. happy is indeed there but, its not like before. the reason is that last time when the people around me are happy i am happy. but now is different because i just don't have that kind of feeling anymore. so to speak i feel empty inside. the thing is that if i know why i feel like this then there is no more to complain.too bad uh rite? hahaha.shit...nowadays all there is to most of the days are smiles to give around..coz even an angry person saw a sincere smile he/she will smile back and that will turn out make them alil bit more happier..XD
thats all from me for today...
hambo outz..
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
change the fact./ 2:26 AM♥
heyhey, just thought of updating my blog..well..today start very dry actually..the day was dim due to the raining season..everybody is not around at home..luckily i was busy with some errands..got to sch around 11.30, did some project and finished it around 1230 if i am not wrong..haha who looks at the clock anyways right? then after that had a blueberry waffle, which was a treat by my group mate..so cool! ahaha..they are cute in behavioural sense..then after we had said our goodbyes, im off to SATA, then to retrieve my hp at LG..such nonsense..said to call or sms in like 2 weeks time..after one month not a single call or an sms..if it happen once i dont mind but twice..haiya..hahahah last stop was going to ssdc to book my practical lesson..this one more nonsense..2 times failed..hopefully next tuesday i can clear my prac 1..hehehe..thats all i did for the day..just dullness rite?hahaha..but today was a nice day uh simple say..cool day without any hickups on anything..so nice..but so boring~...but to compare today and the rest of the days...today is the most relaxing day of my life..cool weather,nothing stressing to do, smsed returned..no thinking about things too much..everything is settled..hehehe so good~ thats all from me
bobo-san outz
Friday, February 25, 2011
change the fact./ 10:21 AM♥
hoha it is...ups and downs are part of life as they say...but they never say that people can cope with their own ups and their own downs...many quotations i read,some make sense and some just finding ways to make us more pissed off i guess...for example, look at the brighter side of life...it makes sense but it will just pisses off a person who is angry and confused..so this is for a fact that i knw...the quotation that best fit life of many people would be by looking outside the box...as from my own experiences, when u use this quotation, u must never be stressed and be looking at this quotation as u will be freaking pissed...but when ur in control of ur emotions, it will be clear...as i said to my older sister in the past month...once i mean but its length is 1 month ago,"whatever you do never do it on a stressed up level, when feeling angry and feeling sad or heartbroken because as you do that, u will never solve any problems because your bird's eye view on the problem itself is as small as a fullstop." so there you go..the story here is that...when u see a quotation and try to use it to solve your problems...never be at the emotions that i have stated above..u will suffer the emotions double time in fact it might be triple the dose...i have done it and got pissed for no reason as you will think and think and think but will never find an answer to solve the problem..as i said when you're thinking hard and got stressed up or getting more angered by wtf is the answer then at that point u should take a breather due to that your bird's eye view of things in your own mind has closed or zoomed down to a dot in a white piece blank of paper..so thats all i wanna say for today :D...live life, enjoy life, smile in life due to everything good starts with a smile..
written by:
Hamzah Bin Abdul Rashid :D
Labels: live life to the fullest and never regret for the simple things in life as it happens for a better and bigger things in the future.
Monday, February 21, 2011
change the fact./ 12:36 AM♥
hey~ it has been 3 or how many days already since i updated my blog...so here is some of the boring activities that happened..hahaha..actually quite calm and tiring..as always...
so as the title said days with lack of sleep...it has been around 5 days that i lack sleep...what to expect.. its on the exam week..hahaha..can't believe i studied hard actually. in my 19 yrs of life..there is no such time i studied hard..studied yes but never this hard uh..hahaha if this time i am gonna get more Ds im gonna shout out loud and run 2.4 kM only uh XD..cant do much more than that due to anger last for just awhile where as happiness last longer..hahaha...the happier i get the lazier i get to run..but other things is no problem :-) hopefully i passed all...in total there is around 5 days? of not well rested day of rest?hahahaa..said gdbye soon but as the head lands on the pillow bomb! eyes wide open and cant sleep..whats this call yea?insomnia is it? ouh well....in total there is tired, fatigue, sad, happy...all mixed together...but happiness is the main emotion i guess..hahaha...all in all, exams going to finish in like 2 more days..i cant be much happier as after exam there is a rest gap between exam and attachment...im gonna have my total rest for a while..so called hibernation if possible?hahaha...any person who reads this post surely know that i need sleep..hahaha so many dots, hahahs,and nonsense...k la..for real..since the last time i post till now..everything got haywired for a while,then peace then anxiety...after anxiety...is now..fatigue..and blahblah blah..hahahha...but within all this nonsense much of good deeds, and good things had been done..thats the best part actually...happiness is all around me for nowadays..even as tired as i am now..its the best time i ever did have because i can see that everyone is having a great time nowadays..smiling widely...even my dad smiles much more nowadays..hahahaha..but in everything there is always a let down..but that is the thing that doesnot need to be shared here..hahaha..here is for life learning from most of the things done and has been doing...so simple to say but very hard to do...try ur best to do this if possible...love what/ who is around...forgive to whom had made mistakes to u and forget about the sins done by him/her to u and smile..start the conversation with ur old friends who u knw u have not approached for a long time..talk to them..tell them that u are still there for them if there is a need to help..u make people happy...u too will become happy...and most importantly never keep a grudge..its just a waste of time and emotion..the angrier u get the more tired u feel but that person wont feel anything..so grudges should be thrown away if possible yeah?hehehe k thats all for me today..enjoy urdays with a smile and an open heart to forgive and forget..XD
bobo - outz -Labels: never keep a grudge..its just a waste of time and emotion
Monday, February 14, 2011
change the fact./ 5:18 AM♥
so will start with saying good night!!! hahaha..nah just joking..so had a lot of good and bad this past 2 or 3 days? maybe 2 unsure...and alot of the good and bad were mostly chosen to be done..for example, last saturday...it was a well rested day i give u that but the bad thing about it is that on saturday, i slept for 13 hours straight..so from my point of view that is a lot of bad there. slept through dawn, mid-day and woke up at sunset...i say best sleep ever had but an awful thing to do..ahahha..so all in all didnt do much of saturaday..had no mood for anything really..just wanna sit down stare blankly at the sky feel the peace for a little while..so i felt the peace so wonderful that i didnt sleep..till sunrise at around 7.30 on sunday...i was shocked that i didnt sleep the whole night but its a good thing also somewhat uh..coz i slept too much..hahaha..so sunday, got to my religious class...still fresh got through the 3 hour class happy and ready to continue more..but too bad 3 hrs perday so ok uh rite? hahaha...then after the class..me and the family go for breakfast at around 1.30pm...hahaha weird but what to do..so had it..the coffee was rubbish!!! that coffee literally pissed me off, luckily i had peace(somewhat) the past day..hahahah...so the day went on..i got training on sunday around 4 or 5 im not wrong..but too bad..i reached my limit at 3pm..vision was blurry, legs were shakey..had to already..so i when on home..with a half hearted of regret for not going for training and one quarter heart of regret too for missing an opportunity to gain some knowledge on the things i had interest to do...but the rest was happy because there can be a rest time till monday where it is today i guess..hahaha...then today's activity was study time with a few friends...so for sunday had plan to sleep early and wake up early so could have enough time to go for a swim but too bad..woke up around 11 am..wasted...so enough of regrets..woke up then go straight to the bathroom..had shower..eaten some suppliment..then off to study..so came the time of 1.30pm started to study..very nice atmosphere, dunnu why but very pleasant i guess..all in all..had some laughs..but one point i laughed alone..abit weird..but i think she knws y..heheheXD...so time had reached around 6 then we when our separate ways..one to bdk one to u t one to woodlands XD..so..all in all sat,sun and today which is monday was fun, alot of peace around, energy, laughter and happiness..im not sure for tuesday, im hoping for more happiness in my near future and far future..hopefully my exams on this coming thursday, friday, tuesday and wednesday! is easy and i can do it and have a B for it..for tuesday and wednesday is next week's days..hahaha...k la thats all for me today..hopefully happiness is around for u who read my blog yeah? or read this post..hehehe
aitez..goodnight to all..hope happiness is around the corner for u and hopefull u meet ur happiness.
hambo off~
Labels: happiness mostly happens to people..but hardly remembered
Thursday, February 10, 2011
change the fact./ 5:56 AM♥
Yo~ 4 days since i updated this blog..so here i go i guess??hehehe..
wokey..for the past 3 days had been a fun...studied with new friend and friends..thats a new thing..had skipped sch cause woke up late and had gone for a movie with my so called bro and so called sis..funny Chinese show..just couldn't remember whats the title...hm mm...oh well moving on..b4 i had gone for a movie..i was slacking with my bro...there were 6 police or what uh the ones that walks around the MRT station..looked at us..at 10 AM in the morning and came to us just to screen us..what bloody rubbish but too bad..now they know where i lived..ch-eh..hahaha..so after that..the next day..on the 9th of Feb..fuh..really done it..came to school early in the morning and the class was canceled..due to it was canceled i had to stay in sch for like 3 hours to my next lesson..should have just slept at home..hahahah ouh well bummer is a bummer but when looked back it will be a joke..so today was the day that i was literally happy..maybe too much positive thinking i guess...or is it too little?hahaha..ouh well..for today the nonsense starts from yesterday night at around 9.30Pm i guess...was trying to sleep early so that i could wake up early tomorrow so to speak...but i have forgotten..that i cannot sleep unless my brain is tired...there was then my mind gone wild and actually brought me to be very sad and i just don't know why...so i kept on thinking whats the thing that is making me sad all of the sudden..then the word 'love' just popped up in that plain black surface...it turned out to have mind-maps of alot of words all linking towards love...i guess my last post got to me?hehehe..so the saddness was kept..ask a few questions to my friends..they answered it pretty quick...and the weird thing is that..their answers were actually making all the rubbish in my brain settled down..but too bad it was just for a moment..so i closed my eyes at around 3 am in the morning just now and woke up around 6? nah 7? if i'm not wrong..its both?but i went back to sleep..hahaha so woke up like 730am and got late for class...luckily the lecturer was in a good mood and we were in good terms so no make up class..hahaha..from then on i started to feel happier from the sadness i brought from home...then today there is a tutorial class...b4 we entered the class i felt asleep outside of the classroom...the lecturer came..then i got shocked coz u knw..one of my friend did something..ah boo!!..then on go in to the classroom..prepared to listen to the presentation..rest my head on the wall...poom~ im gone for 30 minutes and the whole presentation is finished..that was funny because..i realised that about 8 out of 15 was asleep..including me and my classmate beside me..hahahaha..funny stuff..the weird thing is that the lecturer didnt do anything...so cool!!from then on..today seems like so nice and fun..saw alot people laughing and smiling..that did make my day i guess..so all in all..today was a great day to be had lived through..all in all hopefully the day ends differently as it starts..smiles all around...ouh yeah almost forgot..no matter how worst life gets at ya there will always something good that will rule off all the bad that life have given ya..but to get that something good..u need to accept what is given to u in a positive manner and accept that u dun have such thing in life that others have...then u can find the on happiness in life..that is satisfaction of your own doing..remember that...
bobby jonex outZ..aka hambo rolling off~ also known as..hamzah going to lala land~Labels: happiness is mostly of satisfaction of ownself XD
Sunday, February 6, 2011
change the fact./ 7:47 AM♥
there are two types of falling in life..one is falling of something and the other falling in love~..but the similarities for both points would be both has casualties and both can give u a sense of life..for casualties as is known in the world would be injuries from falling of something..but for falling in love it can be both ways..good and bad..for the bad one is that the feeling of heartache,heartbroken and such is the cause..and it happened to almost all of people of the world..no matter with blood bond or with relationships with others..blood bond is meant by family..blood related yeah? hehehe..so the things is now that..i want to experience the good of falling in love again..as i already had experienced with the other two which is bad on falling in love and falling of something XD...actually to be truthful..i have found that person which is for me the one that has my gauge for a woman that i want to have for the rest of my life with..somewhat has most ticks on my checklist that i had..to make it less complicated this checklist, everyone has it...each people has their own checklist or preferences on their own mate..so thats what i meant by checklist...so to continue on..this lady that i had known was the one that has alot of ticks in my checklist..i cant say much because i am nothing much so to speak having a balance is need right?hahah..so as i was saying..she had me from the first time i saw her..but its abit off and complicated and many of my friends said there are others like her bro..she is taken dont bother..but the thing is that i am one choosy person in terms of this..and she had me straight from the start..so i had to hold on and see what happens...as my father said to me once..if that person the is one for you..and u know 100% its her then don't let her go..but the thing is that im still young and don't really know whats 100% is like..but i think i have an idea what he meant..so thats the reason for me not saying "nevermind there are more fishes in the sea".Thats the weird thing there actually..in normally do this things so to speak run away from the one that i loved and lost..guessing that much and writing this much..there is always a chance for a passionate person who is willing to go far for another..hehehe..so hope is high, mind is straight, everything is unsure..k la leaving it hanging like this..im off to bed and off to more on pondering what is the benefit of falling in love again..hopefully its not like last time..heartache..XD
hambo rolling off~
Labels: everything uneven.., high dreams, high hope
Saturday, February 5, 2011
change the fact./ 4:25 AM♥
hello there, today was such a rush and such a lag plus 50% of pain...today woke up rushed to school to help clean up the CCA room..in process of rushing, accidentally injure my injured right knee again..as if it wasnt painful enough to injure it again..so from coming an hour late..it became 2 hours..ouh well rather be late then never right? hahaha..still such a bummer though to have an injured knee...alot of things that cant be done..first and foremost is just walking and climbing up and down the stairs..haiz..such such bummer..so to all who read this..take care of ur knee!! eh i mean your leg!! coz without it u cant do anything to benefit your health nor your wealth..k thats all for the leg part..for the day itself well, if i wasnt there also it would be best coz..there not much help can be done..coz there is so lil space to work with..so have i not been there would be a great thing i guess..everyone is happy there and after..so best..hehehe..k la im done typing for today as sleepy as i am..nothing is going in my mind..so thats it..enjoy your freedom of walk and be happy of what u are and what u are gonna be...
hambo rolling off~
Thursday, February 3, 2011
change the fact./ 7:14 AM♥
my goal in life was to make anyone around me feel happy, no matter how sad or angry i will try my best to make them happy. but nowadays..my goal seems faraway. the reason why this is faraway because i myself is not that happy as i was. happy is indeed there but, its not like before. the reason is that last time when the people around me are happy i am happy. but now is different because i just don't have that kind of feeling anymore. so to speak i feel empty inside. the thing is that if i know why i feel like this then there is no more to complain.too bad uh rite? hahaha.shit...nowadays all there is to most of the days are smiles to give around..coz even an angry person saw a sincere smile he/she will smile back and that will turn out make them alil bit more happier..XD
thats all from me for today...
hambo outz..
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
change the fact./ 2:26 AM♥
heyhey, just thought of updating my blog..well..today start very dry actually..the day was dim due to the raining season..everybody is not around at home..luckily i was busy with some errands..got to sch around 11.30, did some project and finished it around 1230 if i am not wrong..haha who looks at the clock anyways right? then after that had a blueberry waffle, which was a treat by my group mate..so cool! ahaha..they are cute in behavioural sense..then after we had said our goodbyes, im off to SATA, then to retrieve my hp at LG..such nonsense..said to call or sms in like 2 weeks time..after one month not a single call or an sms..if it happen once i dont mind but twice..haiya..hahahah last stop was going to ssdc to book my practical lesson..this one more nonsense..2 times failed..hopefully next tuesday i can clear my prac 1..hehehe..thats all i did for the day..just dullness rite?hahaha..but today was a nice day uh simple say..cool day without any hickups on anything..so nice..but so boring~...but to compare today and the rest of the days...today is the most relaxing day of my life..cool weather,nothing stressing to do, smsed returned..no thinking about things too much..everything is settled..hehehe so good~ thats all from me
bobo-san outz
