Sunday, March 27, 2011
change the fact./ 7:26 AM♥
hellow to my readers! cheh step org baca gitu blog aku ni...hahahaha...ouh well as long as there is some place to let go what i am thinking im fine with it..so here i go~
it has been 1 week passed by..time now goes faster everyday..cant believe that 1 week has gone by..but didnt regret what had been done for this 1 week..had laughs,sadness anger..all in all everything is settled..but nowadays i have been thinking...what if i fell in love with a person..what would that bring me to..would that person give me the same thing back? i tried to be the cool kid or the funny man..but it just brings me more further out to the world of loneliness sometimes..friends all having their own girlfriends/boyfriends...im left there alone..cant say that i have no friends..there are alot..but the closes ones that they always said (bros before hoes) has just faded away...i too can say that everytime...action still i can do it..did it before..my girl understands it..past already but then too bad luh huh? no nid to cry over spilled milk...so now feeling of wanting to love again..its hard to find the queen that i would pamper with love, with care...but all in all...benefits are there but the disadvantages are too..so all in all i have been keeping to the brighter side of life..being happy on the outside try to stay happy on the inside, caring for others so that they can be happy on the inside and out...as previous posts...my goal in life is to make people around me feel as happy as they can be so that they wont face any hardship of loneliness in my past...to tell ya the truth..thats the worst torture in the civilised world u can get..if ur alone..damn..its a hard life...cox there is no one to turn to...thats y i had made this goal...make them happy in anyway possible but in which it doesnt hurt anyone..neither me nor them..so to be said like a win-win situation? hahaha..now im having a case that is going on to be like my past..im trying my best to help..i will not give up until that person finds happiness inside and out..its hard yes but if i can do it..that person will and probably do it better..if anything happens then i will be there to be with that person...thats my goal..true goal in my life..as in these past few months i had a struggle about this...but now..now i am 100% sure of what i am doing and what i can do with the goals that i set when im in the right of mind XD...so too all who read this...dont worry be happy..if ur not happy call me i'll try my best to make it that u are happy..even for awhile i will make u smile and make u feel better at least for a moment u are talking to me..actually, my weakness is that i cant see my friends that are unhappy,sad or angry..its just too much uh...i will interviene(wrong spelling i knw im human not robot yea?hahhaha..totally forgot how to spell the word man..malu dah~hehehe) if i see any of my friends being moody and what not yeah..so do be happy..if ur not happy im just a call away..or sms if u insist on it..but calling is the best as calling u will know the sincerity of the person on the other line..XD
alright thats it..im done for today..wait for my next post yeah..so yeah..life live happy and do whats right in ur right mind not when ur "songeh" yeah?hahahah peace outz...
bobo-san rolling out~Labels: don't worry be happy, if your not happy call me i'll make u happy XD(taken from a song titled:- don't worry be happy)
Saturday, March 19, 2011
change the fact./ 10:00 AM♥
hellow hellow hellow~...it has been a long while since i wrote my thoughts here...so here is some i have been thinking and not knowing how to express it..so language might be rubbish but hopefully the one reading it can understand?hehehe...so as the title is life..im gonna be talking about it then..simple heh? hehehe...
So, life is a huge thing to say about or put any advice and all that..but this is from my point of view towards life...many of us cant answer with gusto and confidence to a question on what do u think of life? whats the reason we are alive? and why is life so difficult?..these are such question that ppl around me asks me and to my awe, i cant answer them...but i have been thinking..from my P.O.V life is what has happen for thousands of years...we are here for a reason that we ourselves are not sure of what it is..but to put it in simple way...life is somewhat a teaching for us, it is what we are i guess..thats y there is earth...we are born here so to seek deeds and loyalty to god..this god is what u believe uh..i wont be prejudice or whatever..its all layment yeah... everybody's life has ups and downs...no matter how rich,poor or normal...ups and downs are everywhere, but the thing is that its the way u see the downs that it will bring u up higher...and how u see the ups that can lead u to go to the downs side...in my perspective everything happens just to test our will to live for a better tomorrow...thats y there are problems being popped everywhere and problems being created too...so all in all the best thing is to think positive and agree to a phrase that is made famous and also in the movie forest gump, "it happens" and also from my experiences...never think when you are stressed out or angry...think with a clear mind...if ur stressed up...the range of thinking is so small...even smaller than this,"."(dot) thats why many cant handle it and starts to freak out.. so remember take a breather..chill,drink some tea and think about it thrououghly...god's willing..the answer will come...be faithful and keep being positive...smile! its the best...anger sad or happy..just produce a smile..u will feel better..Labels: live life to the fullest and never regret for the simple things in life as it happens for a better and bigger things in the future.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
change the fact./ 5:18 AM♥
hmm..today starts up bright and ended gloomy...what a bummer and till now as im writing/typing on this post..still felt so irritated..tried to look happy on the outside..seems that everyone take it the way that im happy so its good somewhat...so to carry on...i was going to be late actually for attachment today..rushed out,troubled,anxious and agitated..but still happy..due to looking forward for the attachment and things to be done..and a cheerful patient that needs to be entertained..all is well untill the time when my shift is like 5 mins going to end...fuh..i hate it when people would just gave me that freaking lazy look and cant be bothered of what im saying to them...that literally fucked up my day(mind my french)...lucky he was a patient..so as the day goes on..it was very down..angry and lack of sleep..mood to eat was gone..stomach churning like what but my instinct to eat was gone..so headed on to school..for meeting at 6..tot of having some rest b4 meeting but too bad..but its fine..so on with the meeting at 4.30 and 6.00.....after that around7.17 headed for home...near-ing my home..while walking..mum called.........its hard to say la but..it hurts la simple say what she had said..its not like im protecting my friend or what its just that im protecting my intrests...haiz...thats y nowadays...i felt as if..everything i do is wrong towards her eyes..so as to all my family members..i do things following to my rationality...ok i agreed to that some of them are wrong but still some has no wrongs just pure interested..no downside to it nor negative outcome...still its bad or wrong to their eyes...what can i do...follow their way of thinking??how can i..me and them are different person altogether..mindsets different..thats why people are people in their own..haiz....so damn pissed of yet sad...what am i to do.....Labels: cant take the negativity by countering it through positive POV tired
Sunday, March 27, 2011
change the fact./ 7:26 AM♥
hellow to my readers! cheh step org baca gitu blog aku ni...hahahaha...ouh well as long as there is some place to let go what i am thinking im fine with it..so here i go~
it has been 1 week passed by..time now goes faster everyday..cant believe that 1 week has gone by..but didnt regret what had been done for this 1 week..had laughs,sadness anger..all in all everything is settled..but nowadays i have been thinking...what if i fell in love with a person..what would that bring me to..would that person give me the same thing back? i tried to be the cool kid or the funny man..but it just brings me more further out to the world of loneliness sometimes..friends all having their own girlfriends/boyfriends...im left there alone..cant say that i have no friends..there are alot..but the closes ones that they always said (bros before hoes) has just faded away...i too can say that everytime...action still i can do it..did it before..my girl understands it..past already but then too bad luh huh? no nid to cry over spilled milk...so now feeling of wanting to love again..its hard to find the queen that i would pamper with love, with care...but all in all...benefits are there but the disadvantages are too..so all in all i have been keeping to the brighter side of life..being happy on the outside try to stay happy on the inside, caring for others so that they can be happy on the inside and out...as previous posts...my goal in life is to make people around me feel as happy as they can be so that they wont face any hardship of loneliness in my past...to tell ya the truth..thats the worst torture in the civilised world u can get..if ur alone..damn..its a hard life...cox there is no one to turn to...thats y i had made this goal...make them happy in anyway possible but in which it doesnt hurt anyone..neither me nor them..so to be said like a win-win situation? hahaha..now im having a case that is going on to be like my past..im trying my best to help..i will not give up until that person finds happiness inside and out..its hard yes but if i can do it..that person will and probably do it better..if anything happens then i will be there to be with that person...thats my goal..true goal in my life..as in these past few months i had a struggle about this...but now..now i am 100% sure of what i am doing and what i can do with the goals that i set when im in the right of mind XD...so too all who read this...dont worry be happy..if ur not happy call me i'll try my best to make it that u are happy..even for awhile i will make u smile and make u feel better at least for a moment u are talking to me..actually, my weakness is that i cant see my friends that are unhappy,sad or angry..its just too much uh...i will interviene(wrong spelling i knw im human not robot yea?hahhaha..totally forgot how to spell the word man..malu dah~hehehe) if i see any of my friends being moody and what not yeah..so do be happy..if ur not happy im just a call away..or sms if u insist on it..but calling is the best as calling u will know the sincerity of the person on the other line..XD
alright thats it..im done for today..wait for my next post yeah..so yeah..life live happy and do whats right in ur right mind not when ur "songeh" yeah?hahahah peace outz...
bobo-san rolling out~Labels: don't worry be happy, if your not happy call me i'll make u happy XD(taken from a song titled:- don't worry be happy)
Saturday, March 19, 2011
change the fact./ 10:00 AM♥
hellow hellow hellow~...it has been a long while since i wrote my thoughts here...so here is some i have been thinking and not knowing how to express it..so language might be rubbish but hopefully the one reading it can understand?hehehe...so as the title is life..im gonna be talking about it then..simple heh? hehehe...
So, life is a huge thing to say about or put any advice and all that..but this is from my point of view towards life...many of us cant answer with gusto and confidence to a question on what do u think of life? whats the reason we are alive? and why is life so difficult?..these are such question that ppl around me asks me and to my awe, i cant answer them...but i have been thinking..from my P.O.V life is what has happen for thousands of years...we are here for a reason that we ourselves are not sure of what it is..but to put it in simple way...life is somewhat a teaching for us, it is what we are i guess..thats y there is earth...we are born here so to seek deeds and loyalty to god..this god is what u believe uh..i wont be prejudice or whatever..its all layment yeah... everybody's life has ups and downs...no matter how rich,poor or normal...ups and downs are everywhere, but the thing is that its the way u see the downs that it will bring u up higher...and how u see the ups that can lead u to go to the downs side...in my perspective everything happens just to test our will to live for a better tomorrow...thats y there are problems being popped everywhere and problems being created too...so all in all the best thing is to think positive and agree to a phrase that is made famous and also in the movie forest gump, "it happens" and also from my experiences...never think when you are stressed out or angry...think with a clear mind...if ur stressed up...the range of thinking is so small...even smaller than this,"."(dot) thats why many cant handle it and starts to freak out.. so remember take a breather..chill,drink some tea and think about it thrououghly...god's willing..the answer will come...be faithful and keep being positive...smile! its the best...anger sad or happy..just produce a smile..u will feel better..Labels: live life to the fullest and never regret for the simple things in life as it happens for a better and bigger things in the future.
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
change the fact./ 5:18 AM♥
hmm..today starts up bright and ended gloomy...what a bummer and till now as im writing/typing on this post..still felt so irritated..tried to look happy on the outside..seems that everyone take it the way that im happy so its good somewhat...so to carry on...i was going to be late actually for attachment today..rushed out,troubled,anxious and agitated..but still happy..due to looking forward for the attachment and things to be done..and a cheerful patient that needs to be entertained..all is well untill the time when my shift is like 5 mins going to end...fuh..i hate it when people would just gave me that freaking lazy look and cant be bothered of what im saying to them...that literally fucked up my day(mind my french)...lucky he was a patient..so as the day goes on..it was very down..angry and lack of sleep..mood to eat was gone..stomach churning like what but my instinct to eat was gone..so headed on to school..for meeting at 6..tot of having some rest b4 meeting but too bad..but its fine..so on with the meeting at 4.30 and 6.00.....after that around7.17 headed for home...near-ing my home..while walking..mum called.........its hard to say la but..it hurts la simple say what she had said..its not like im protecting my friend or what its just that im protecting my intrests...haiz...thats y nowadays...i felt as if..everything i do is wrong towards her eyes..so as to all my family members..i do things following to my rationality...ok i agreed to that some of them are wrong but still some has no wrongs just pure interested..no downside to it nor negative outcome...still its bad or wrong to their eyes...what can i do...follow their way of thinking??how can i..me and them are different person altogether..mindsets different..thats why people are people in their own..haiz....so damn pissed of yet sad...what am i to do.....Labels: cant take the negativity by countering it through positive POV tired