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Wednesday, March 2, 2011
change the fact./ 5:18 AM♥
hmm..today starts up bright and ended gloomy...what a bummer and till now as im writing/typing on this post..still felt so irritated..tried to look happy on the outside..seems that everyone take it the way that im happy so its good somewhat...so to carry on...i was going to be late actually for attachment today..rushed out,troubled,anxious and agitated..but still happy..due to looking forward for the attachment and things to be done..and a cheerful patient that needs to be entertained..all is well untill the time when my shift is like 5 mins going to end...fuh..i hate it when people would just gave me that freaking lazy look and cant be bothered of what im saying to them...that literally fucked up my day(mind my french)...lucky he was a patient..so as the day goes on..it was very down..angry and lack of sleep..mood to eat was gone..stomach churning like what but my instinct to eat was gone..so headed on to school..for meeting at 6..tot of having some rest b4 meeting but too bad..but its fine..so on with the meeting at 4.30 and 6.00.....after that around7.17 headed for home...near-ing my home..while walking..mum called.........its hard to say la but..it hurts la simple say what she had said..its not like im protecting my friend or what its just that im protecting my intrests...haiz...thats y nowadays...i felt as if..everything i do is wrong towards her eyes..so as to all my family members..i do things following to my rationality...ok i agreed to that some of them are wrong but still some has no wrongs just pure interested..no downside to it nor negative outcome...still its bad or wrong to their eyes...what can i do...follow their way of thinking??how can i..me and them are different person altogether..mindsets different..thats why people are people in their own..haiz....so damn pissed of yet sad...what am i to do.....

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