just bored and its been awhile since i write something here hahaha..1 month~ this is when a man that has nvr been bz became bz..ahahaha...ok la just gonna write whats up in my mind..some in malay some in english i guess?hehehe...

for the past month..it has been terrible yeah..firstly didnt tot that i would be so stressed up like what is now..all problems popping from all direction of my social life..from family,friends, and the leader of me..for the time being uh XD...
from family side..everything was haywire but to my luck it better nowadays everything just needed time to cool down i guess..then in the recent problem was that my bro had planned to move out of the house...i was sad but it was more shocking and sad for my mum i guess...it actually made her sad coz her second son is planning to move out of her house..as she loved each one of us dearly she could not see us go..so thats why she is sad thus as she is sad it creates misunderstanding amongs us siblings..each of us was asking whats going on and such why mum suddenly became sad and tot of renovation for the better of us all of the sudden..so we had a long talk..me my second bro and first bro..the timing of the talk was way off dah...it was at 2 am in the morning and im schooling at 8 am, my first bro is working at 7am..ain't it good?hahahha..but no matter anything family comes first..so we had the talk understood each other..had that bonding talk or whatsoever..but all ended with a smile i guess..only me la..i was sick then so..ya hahaha..

for my friends part..well it is...how to say ehk..negativity has aroused uh..i know its just not me as the way they talk to me differ so much..hate was in it..dissapointment too was in it..so it totally brought me down so low uh..but this is included with my parents too..they too look at me in dissapointment..so2 down man this past times in this month..stressed up about my religious class,then my projects summore my cca then family la all this..haiya..lucky im a positive person and will smile at problems that i know will cause me heartache and hatred..

for the last one..my leaders...fuhhh..they put the icing on the cake of my disappointments...first im already down and full of stresses all around..i tot as a leader it was done and i help abit2 uh..but nah..i understand his situation..im also in a situation..the stress thats writen doesn't show what it feels like uh..from here there it starts...one mia one is irritatingly breathing down my neck..but if i were ok not sick and not under pressure by all the nonsense..this is a small thing la..but it added on the rubbish so it made me go off the charts...

but luckily everything mellows down and better life is heading my way..talked out some..so now is mellowing down to be a better one la simple say....

so all in all..experiences taken to toll whatever happens things will turn out to be better or worst..but worst comes to worst a light will shine through and hold u up high and bring u back to the right path..just have faith in urself to have a better life..XD

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hamzah abdul rashid im a chubby guy..fun to be around maybe,maybe not..i love to make people happy^^

just bored and its been awhile since i write something here hahaha..1 month~ this is when a man that has nvr been bz became bz..ahahaha...ok la just gonna write whats up in my mind..some in malay some in english i guess?hehehe...

for the past month..it has been terrible yeah..firstly didnt tot that i would be so stressed up like what is now..all problems popping from all direction of my social life..from family,friends, and the leader of me..for the time being uh XD...
from family side..everything was haywire but to my luck it better nowadays everything just needed time to cool down i guess..then in the recent problem was that my bro had planned to move out of the house...i was sad but it was more shocking and sad for my mum i guess...it actually made her sad coz her second son is planning to move out of her house..as she loved each one of us dearly she could not see us go..so thats why she is sad thus as she is sad it creates misunderstanding amongs us siblings..each of us was asking whats going on and such why mum suddenly became sad and tot of renovation for the better of us all of the sudden..so we had a long talk..me my second bro and first bro..the timing of the talk was way off dah...it was at 2 am in the morning and im schooling at 8 am, my first bro is working at 7am..ain't it good?hahahha..but no matter anything family comes first..so we had the talk understood each other..had that bonding talk or whatsoever..but all ended with a smile i guess..only me la..i was sick then so..ya hahaha..

for my friends part..well it is...how to say ehk..negativity has aroused uh..i know its just not me as the way they talk to me differ so much..hate was in it..dissapointment too was in it..so it totally brought me down so low uh..but this is included with my parents too..they too look at me in dissapointment..so2 down man this past times in this month..stressed up about my religious class,then my projects summore my cca then family la all this..haiya..lucky im a positive person and will smile at problems that i know will cause me heartache and hatred..

for the last one..my leaders...fuhhh..they put the icing on the cake of my disappointments...first im already down and full of stresses all around..i tot as a leader it was done and i help abit2 uh..but nah..i understand his situation..im also in a situation..the stress thats writen doesn't show what it feels like uh..from here there it starts...one mia one is irritatingly breathing down my neck..but if i were ok not sick and not under pressure by all the nonsense..this is a small thing la..but it added on the rubbish so it made me go off the charts...

but luckily everything mellows down and better life is heading my way..talked out some..so now is mellowing down to be a better one la simple say....

so all in all..experiences taken to toll whatever happens things will turn out to be better or worst..but worst comes to worst a light will shine through and hold u up high and bring u back to the right path..just have faith in urself to have a better life..XD

Labels: be happy to whats given to you

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